I don't know about you but I have a hard time getting motivated about ANYTHING and normally my excitement dwindles and well I put aside whatever it is I was so passionate about to start with. Well, how about something that I can't get passionate about something that makes me so upset I can't even see straight. I bet some of you who know me well might guess what it is. I am overwhelmed with were to start and how to stick to a weight loss plan! I have several friends doing Weight Watchers and as much as I would love to join I really can't do that right now. And I honestly don't know if I can do it on my own. Yet the scale, the mirror and the looks as I help myself to dessert don't lie and sister has to do something. I am not happy and my body can't handle those extra pounds anymore. I have to do something I have to change. But I don't know where to start. Cooking healthy makes me nervous as I already have a hard time feeding my family of 5 for $100 a week as it is adding even MORE fresh fruits and veggies makes me nervous about my budget. I have recipe after recipe for things that are "healthy" but my family turns their noses up every time one of those makes an appearance at our table. I feel lost, overwhelmed, totally lack motivation, have almost no will-power, and honestly would rather be fat then even have to try! But the reality is this I am not healthy, I am ALWAYS tired, I am setting the worst example ever for my children and this weight is stopping me from doing things I want to do. So here I am positively at my weighty low...my rock bottom with this situation. Guess here goes nothing I have to make things happen for real this time because I CAN NOT wait any longer. Every Wednesday I am going to do a weight loss post all of it the good the bad and the ugly. Maybe my journey will encourage someone but more than anything I am going to use my blog to hold me accountable.
Starting weight:204 (last time I weighed which was wks ago and I don't own a scale...guess I better get one!)